31minutes again I guess

I see that I already watched the sun for 31 minutes previous to today. and I did again today, so there. It was hard, as it has been, watching the sun other than the first thing in the morning. so I did watch earlier, let say about 10ish and it was bearable. I gazed the other day a few times in one day but it did not add up to more than my highest time so I didn't record it with you. but I did get very sick. I have been having a healing crisis to the enth degree. everything hurt from my head to my toes. It burned, shot pains, inflamed, infected, ached. you name it. but I do feel better I am just coughing like a tb patient but even that has subsided today. so, I guess I have stepped over a hurdle, made a new commitment in a way. I was hesitating and feeling stuck. but I pushed forward and now my body wants to go to the next level. I am to vibrate at a higher frequency from now on.