31 minutes and 10 seconds

I gazed for 31:10. I just feel I can't really be honest here on this blog. I don't know if I can narrow it down to a certain amount of people but its hard since there arent any people to narrow down. but I may just go back to tribe and write maybe because I can at least feel I am writing to just a few people who probably aren't reading anyway. and even if I can never post it or its a pain in the ass too I will at least have a copy. So much is happening in my life that its crazy and I can't say how much has to do with Solar Healing. but I also feel this sence of vulnerability that is over whelming. I know on tribe anyone essential could read my blog if they wished but for some reason it felt more local or intimate. Its just this energetic feeling I get from the whole thing. Anyway.